I close my eyes so tightly and just wish i could...
the buzz isnt fun and free, its tight and i feel...

Well here we meet up again...
Just me and you my friend...

Why should I care?
When things got bad you were never there...

We had our fling a while ago.
We went so fast, we should have gone slow...

Talking fast, walking past, dress shopping...
So much fun, until were done...

I look back at the past, while sittin on my ass...
Theres just been too many guys and too many lies...

Every time I see you, we wind up hooking up.
From the first time that i met you, i knew were...

It doesnt really matter now, why you said you were...
I know now that all along you were just decieving...

I'll admit I been in quite a few bad situations...
I've felt like I could never stop the crawling in...

I look at myself in the mirror.
I see this beautiful person...

You make me feel so beautiful
Theres nothing you cant change...

This is to a good friend Josh who passed away a...
I sat here on this very chair, the news was just...