6 feet under hell

I close my eyes so tightly and just wish i could get the fck out of here, my mind rushes like im high but its all in fear.
the buzz isnt fun and free, its tight and i feel dirty.
i hold my head in my hands wishing it would stop, but it just keeps going and im caught.
In this web of confusion, it doesnt even help when im usin.
All i want to do is get rid of this hell, but no matter what i do, im stuck by myself.
eatin up all my insides, takin my mind for wild rides.
the spinning wont stop, it wont ever end, i try to fake a smile and make pretend.
that life is great and everythings fine.
but it all comes back in a short time.
I'm already stuck 6 ft under hell, but no one cares and theres no one to tell.