I'm nothing special to him.
i'm nothing special.
i'm nothing.

There's no hope in dreaming
when nightmares exist.

How can i tell him that i still have feelings for him when i can't even admit that to myself?

Love is something you just can't pretend.

With long sleeves, band aids, and a plastered on smile i will convince the world i am just fine

Pinch me now i must be dreaming.
heart is dying soul is screaming.
I've lost the ability to feel.
this nightmare is all too real.

Your silence, it's suffocating.
but your words may be worse.

I'm drowning in the tears
that i'm too ashamed to cry

Everyone keeps telling me to build a bridge and get over it but tell me, how can you build a bridge across the ocean?

Tell me what is worse:
being your own best friend
or your own worst enemy