Its been awhile
since Ive shared a smile...

When I found out you were gone
all I could do was cry...

I cant eat I cant sleep
But I'm the reason that your gone...

Its 6am and my clock goes off
I roll out of bed...

Away wondering in the dark cold night
Everything I want is out of my sight...

I'm sick of trying to be perfect for those who...
I'm sick of you pretending that you want me there...

If I could hold you just one time
If I had another chance to make you mine...

I kiss u
I feel nothing...

The scars on my body r ugly
and they are deep...

It was fun for a while
but it got old and it got tired...

Im constantly goin down
since no one really wants me around...

Im drowning Im lost in my own sorrow
Im goin down like i weighed a ton...