Why I Cry

I'm sick of trying to be perfect for those who don't care
I'm sick of you pretending that you want me there

I guess I'm just tired
of always being outdone
My friends can always beat me
I'm the only one thats never won

Thats probably why I cry
and why i bleed every night
thats why I I'm over
and why Ive given up on the fight

I cant continue pretending I'm OK
Do u want me to say f...
Cause I'm not good enough
I'm out of luck

My best friends have left me
more and more are going away
But I cant feel them anyway
the seconds feel like days

Everything is going wrong
when i thought it was finally right
My life is hell
So I'm taking it tonight