Like y0o say "if y0o knew me y0o'd n0 i think about other peoples pain b i think about myself" well if y0o knew me y0o'd n0 thats what i do and thats why im so fuking mad at my self 4 what i did c0z im fuked up and made a huge mistake

I may have fuked up but im n0t always gonna b perfect and do things right and niether r u so stop blaming me 4 it

I dnt care anym0re im g0in s0mewhere where ill b happY

If they are true friends they will come back to you even if you have made the most fuked up mistakes c0z they will realized that they make mistakes too!

Im sick of people getting angry with me...im not the only fuking one making mistakes!! i never meant to hurt anyone c0z i didnt even no that it would hurt someone when i did it

All this time i really believed that my family didnt care and that my friends were the only one who did, then i get phone calls from my whole family saying happy birthday and not one from my friends

The sad thing is...its m birthday today and i feel that ive lost everything i believed in...

I have made si many mistakes and no matter how many times i tell myself i wont hurt anyone again i do...

My self esteem has gotten so low now im suprised im still alive

GiivE y0urSeLf a PiSt0L kiiSs g0odniTe...