Why is it that when y0o try not to hurt someone, its when y0o hurt them the most

No one can ever understand why i feel the pain everyday, they just expect me to be something i'm not

Its all a fairytale story at the start of love but then i guess people change how they feel and theres nothing y0o can do about it sometimes

I will never be able to fully trust someone again thanks 2 y0o

If y0o look in2 my heart there will b a spot for u,no one else could ever b ther coz i love u with ALL MY HEART, ur so special 2 me,its y0o josie,im sorry if i ever hurt y0o,and ever since i've had y0o, i've been afraid to lose y0o, plz 4ever love me

I wish that y0o knew how much i love y0o, i wish that y0o knew that with every bone in my body and every beat of my heart, i feel y0o, i breath y0o, i need y0o, u r my everything and if y0o ever left me i'd probably die of a broken heart

I ask/want y0o to be happy c0z when y0ur not it makes me feel so sad coz y0ur in pain and i can't do anything about it, i want y0o 2 b happy and when y0ur not i feel y0ur pain and would do anything to make it go away for y0o

When i'm around y0o everything feels right, you make me happy and when i look into y0ur eyes it make me realize how lucky i am to have found someone as special as y0u

Call me a attention seeker or whatever the f u k y0o want, but y0o really don't no how much pain i feel everyday and all i need is for someone to be there for me through it all and not ignore me like everyone else is doing!

I l0v3 lyF 'n' LyF l0v3z m3, iM aS hAppY As CaN b3, n01 els3 hApPi3r ExIsTz, s0o 3xus3 m3 wHiLst I sLiT mY wriStZ