Tell me who i was before...i want to be that person and not just b'coz i want you but because i liked who i was then and i loved y0o and love y0o more than anything in this world

Well that really hurts coz i really dont think smoking should stop u from loving me...and i wanted 2 leave home so i could b with you

If y0o want me out of your life all y0o have t0 say is u d0 c0z i can b gonne in a second

Even if i did change it shouldnt mean u just dont wannna be my friend b'c0z of it, nd by the way i dnt smoke n i dnt want to

I cant believe y0o think i want attention, u seriously need 2 think about that, i dont want anyb0dys attention all i want is 4 y0o 2 care ab0ut men

In this past few monthes it has been the hardest of my life, i may have changed but i've learnt a l0t, my dad i realized doesnt give a fuk anym0re n im n0t used 2 that, i l0st y0o the l0ve 0f my life n n0w u say i have changed how am i not supp0sed 2

Im saying where were y0o all th0se nights i cried myself 2 sleep b'coz i didnt wanna live a day without in my arms and last night when y0o just g0t angry with me

If y0o really d0 n0t giive a shit ab0ut this friendship telll me n0w ok

The thing is im not happpy with person i am and i dont want to be this person but i do want you in my life

Just st0p ign0ring me nd maybe i wont need 2 b a person wh0 sm0kes nd drinkz 2 take my mind of the pain