I'm LiViNg in A wOrLd Of PeOpLe HoO ThiNk DaT WaLkInG aLL oVeR y0o WiLL mEnD y0ur HEaRt

Y0o saiD dAt y0o l0vEd aNd TrUsTeD Me, GoD wHaT a F u K iNg LiE, i ShOuLd Of KnOWn FrOm ThE sTaRt ThAt y0o CaN'T B tRuSTeD

I can't take this anymore i thought that my life would be easier but its not, its gotten worse, i cant cry, i wont, i refuse to coz my pain is way stronger than a bunch of tears

I try so hard to make y0o want to hang around me but then other people seem so much more important to y0o

She wants to hear shes loved by you but she will no its just a lie

N0thing iz m0re painful than realizing that he/she meant EVERYTHING 2 u and y0o meant NOTHING 2 him/her

My heart is bleeding 4 y0o

If nothing lasts forever then will y0o be my nothing?

Im 2 scared 2 jump but to scared 2 stay...

Dear diary,
everyday i get a little worse, i dont no h0w much m0re i can take, wiLL i ever be 0ok again??

luv me