Friendships are n0t ab0ut second chances...they are about forgiving and accepting that no ones perfect....

I may have fuked up yet again but i have always thought about y0o before me and i never meant 4 this 2 happen

My self esteem has gotten so low now im suprised im still alive

GiivE y0urSeLf a PiSt0L kiiSs g0odniTe...

I am not like any0ne else nD i dnt w0nna b nD if y0o g0t 2 kn0w me y0o mite actually like me

No one kn0wes me c0z i dnt let them cl0se en0ugh 2 get 2 n0 me c0z wen they get cl0se they just hurt me

D0nt say s0rry then n0t tell me why

Im g0nna sing and n0 0ne is g0nna st0p me fr0m making it im g0nna make it on my 0wn

I dont want to be a selfish person and im sorry that i have been....

I guess she doesnt realize that when she says those things to me it hurts like hell