So 2 answer ure qs...
NO I DONT LOVE HIM ANMORE
((oh sory did u want the truth???))

I take all the shit..
i keep my mouth shut...
day afterday...
emotion consumed into crimson cuts...
to show the world
that no....
im not alright

I cryed to let it out
i bled to expell the pain
i screamed so i could think...
i took my life to end this deadly game

Like nothing youve experienced before...
digging in deeper
begging for more
slicing through layers
of agonised flesh...
so tell me im "special"
i need to hear ure bullshit

She'd scarred herself forever...
so now theyd all see
she wasnt beautiful
she was ugly

Here it goes again...
a sad cracked broken song...
a song ive been playing for way to long

One blink im happy the next im sad...
except im not really happy
its just a song i lke 4 u 2 hear...

And so i ask myself...
((what would i do if i wasnt afraid?))

And so she ((TRIES))
tries to escape the pain...
of the red and shining silver that lay infront of her...

U took adavante of the fact that i love u
so that when i hugged u..
u figured im drunk
so ill fake sum stuff
say im falling back in love...
just 2 have me back...
just for a little while