Today was the second tiome ive seen my father cryin my life...
1st time was wen i was in hospital u beside my side...
2day u cried cos u said u acted the way u did cos u didnt wanna lose her....
well 2 bad dad cos now uve lost ure daughter!!!

So her hairs out....
n her legs are bare...
intoxicated...
not sober...
no dignitys spared...
going from 1 room to another
from 1 guy to the next...
tommorow shell wake up hungover...
u made her this wreck

Dont worry that u broke my heart
dont worry that u trigered these crimson lines....
so dont u worry...
im completely F U C K I N G fine....

The car windows are steamed
the seatblets digging into my neck...
n ure all over me...
this is so wrong...
this shouldnt be happening!!!

Last night i had my first dream bout u...
we were under a raincoat in the back row of the movies...
ure new gf was behind us...
but she couldnt see us
couldnt cu kissing me....
over and over....
i woke up feeling like sh**t
cos it wasnt real...

U become so dependant...
on the taste...
of the feel....
of the kiss...
u need it to feel alive
without it ure just a shadow passing through...
thats why i need u

Ive bit my lip for the lastr time
so sick of holding back my childish crimes...
my sleeves will fill up with my blood i bled for u...
and while im lying there blue...
there will be nothing u can do

With unsober intentions
and painful regret
ill take sum pills
ill slicemy wrist
ill ring u and shamelessly
cry and cry...
and while ure listening
there on the ph ill die

The pains still there
its etched into my flesh
n its there in my vacant eyes
u can see the hurt
my haunting past
memories i dont wana have...

I'll whinge how much it hurts
and cut...
cos its all i know to do
when my lifes to f**cked
and i cant follow through