Round and round on a mind f**cking merry go round........

U raped my mind...
took out every feeling im capable of expressing...
u ruined me
u lit me on fire...
n laughed At my ashes...
u just dont care anymore

I dont know how u were capable of hurting me so much...
u manipulated me...
u broke my heart...
used me...
told me drunken lies...
n i still care n love u so much x

Whispers under sheets
u told me things
i told u everything
whispers under sheets...
now the sheets blood soaked...
and ure gone

This pain has poisoned my brain
im a Dreaming, sleeping soul
Just want to feel normal again

So thanku (boy)...
evertime im in ure presence
u suck the F U C K I N G life out of me....

Today ive learnt...
that tomorow ill keep my mouth shut.

U made me this life to end
u knew what my state of mind was...
i wasnt joking when i said id cut myself...
u watched me bleed

So ill cry.....
*she'll cry*
n cut
*u wont care*
id die to be with u
*she misses u*
i miss touching ure hair.....

And... so u walked me to the edge again