Sometimes i feel so pathetic
so dirty...
i tried to cut u away
i tried to wash away
i tried to push u out of me
but your like a DRUG
the slighest thing u say could make me float...
or could trigger a sleepless night of crying...

Sitting here in spheres of thoughts
of you since early morning,
the tired 3am trudging home from another boys
everyone is just another shade of you
i sit here in the early afternoon
and listen to our song
are my cheeks wet because i havent blinked?

Its so hard to let words come.
if i said i miss the way i felt beside u
i'd get a c in originality
i'm not one to use the word love
i can love the way you make me feel
but i'll never fall for you
lately my body language just screams
f**ck off...

And here's the cliche bit now
i miss you so much it f**cking hurts
the taste of your lips
the smell of your shirt....

*my poem corroding my cheek

I'm seeing you everywere
a passing blur from a car window
why are you always there...

you are lingering here
even after the crash...

it hurts too much to feel your presence
hurts to much to think its you

I'm just another body down

just a percentage

i'm making a sum to ruin this girl

because nothing spells i want to die

like blood and a bullet shell

I'm just another body down

just a percentage

i'm making a sum to ruin this girl

because nothing spells i want to die

like blood and a bullet shell

He said, oh my you're beautiful
on the boat that night
i was tripping
they had given me the pill
we'd halved it
and swallowed it with a shared kiss

- from my poem icy eyes -

I'll Sew My Mouth Shut
And Let My Eyes Tell It All.....

My mind is stained with your face
my covers still void with your scent...

sitting in your old room
doesn't smell like you

no... smells like you no more