I'll make a c o p y of myself
that never frowns

Yeah
and shes so beyond tired
dead with artificial sleep

Explain it to me this sudden coldness
these glassy lost n lonely eyes y im feeling so sufocated these dreams of when i die
explain these sick crimson rituals
and a fear of being alone
the way i feel happiest
whencutting close to bone..

I'm sorry but reds my colour now

you tore apart my feelings

&&
now i hope you burn in hell
to make me feel so DIRTY
to make me want to die...
but then to soak me full with sympathy
and still call yourself my guy...

Im sorry
thats all i have to say
a short one liner
of why i didnt stay

Lets do some drugs
and f**ck off the world
dont fall in love
make yourself a 1 way ticket to hell
dont hold back tears
just dont give a sh**t
about anyone
about anything

Pleasured in a morbid light
folling around with dads stanley knife

She doesnt kiss and tell
and thats just as well
with a slump in her step
and a rip in her rep
she's made the whole family
terribly proud
of there F**CKED up little girl x

&& u said you'd always be there for me
but you kept bailing
im a F**cked up mess
i guess ill keep on failing
i believed i could RELY on u
but that was F**CKING USELESS
U F**CKED ME OVER
MADE EVERYTHING WORSE!!!!!!

In the darkness i can confide
with any sharp object that lets out a whine
the wetness i feel
trickling down my arm
the burning flesh
from my mind f**cking sef harm