Clean white hospital sheets...
memories...
it scares me

Ill sew my mouth shut
and let my eyes tell it all...

I've been in the dark so long
that normal encounters are like first time kisses...

Better than sex...
she'd brag
with her pants around her ankles
and the throb of pleasure
as she slices her thigh

Passed out...
a year ago
in my room...
a girl
nameless
faceless
scatterings of self destruct... most haunting my blood

DONT U HAVE ENOUGH SH**T
IN URE OWN LIFE TO
JUST LEAVE ME
THE F**CK ALONE!!!

Litlle girls got over cooties
little boys leart not to think with there hearts...
when he says he loves u....
hes thinking with a different body part

....she took an age to fall
screaming like a lost child
feeble arms stretched out
she thought she could fly..

If she smelt like me....
would it bring tears to ure eyes...
all the memories coming back...
would u close ure eyes as u hold her and think it was me....???

The bus churns loudly...
rain taps the window...
i see a couple down the bus....
there heads touching over the seat....
there eyes are closed...
there holding each other so tight...
he whispers...
"ill never let u go"