So here it goes again

another mark to the collection

another f**king face i need to erase

you wont ever understand
because to you

these kisses...

they wont mean a thing

Your a cold, empty poisonous smile..
i watch you, youve turned into everything you hate

touch.... arms are folded, holding, pushing gluing..

keeping all my broken shards together

* from my poem 'everyone loves a f**cking tragedy'

On a mind f**cking merry go round

everything's a whispered sound

She tells me how it goes;
like a scratched skipping song in her head
how she's feeling so wound up
how his scent still coats her bed

Flinch
away from your arms
are suffocating me
affection is a hand around my throat....

We are the generation hand picked to bleed

Are drugs an escape for you precious?
a comfort, that this world of reality is all just a big game

We never really move on
you just find someone else to think about

its the best we can do

The rain is so loud tonight
and i just want to run...
im tied down in bed crying
i cant getthrpough this night alone...
i think you'd save my life if you walked in right now

From the first day we met
i knew you'd be kind of hard to forget.
we classify as good friends
yet i hate everything you have put me through. . .
you are the best & worst thing thats ever happened to me