&& u said you'd always be there for me
but you kept bailing
im a F**cked up mess
i guess ill keep on failing
i believed i could RELY on u
but that was F**CKING USELESS
U F**CKED ME OVER
MADE EVERYTHING WORSE!!!!!!

She doesnt kiss and tell
and thats just as well
with a slump in her step
and a rip in her rep
she's made the whole family
terribly proud
of there F**CKED up little girl x

Pleasured in a morbid light
folling around with dads stanley knife

Lets do some drugs
and f**ck off the world
dont fall in love
make yourself a 1 way ticket to hell
dont hold back tears
just dont give a sh**t
about anyone
about anything

Im sorry
thats all i have to say
a short one liner
of why i didnt stay

I'm sorry but reds my colour now

you tore apart my feelings

&&
now i hope you burn in hell
to make me feel so DIRTY
to make me want to die...
but then to soak me full with sympathy
and still call yourself my guy...

Explain it to me this sudden coldness
these glassy lost n lonely eyes y im feeling so sufocated these dreams of when i die
explain these sick crimson rituals
and a fear of being alone
the way i feel happiest
whencutting close to bone..

Yeah
and shes so beyond tired
dead with artificial sleep

I'll make a c o p y of myself
that never frowns

U wanted me so bad y couldn't u of just left me alone|u were a toddler playing with fragile glass|u let me down before i even got off the ground|so why is this so f**king sad?|because were losing the best friend we ever had