I just don't know what to do anymore!!

I know nothing's going to happen but why do i bother trying?

I couldn’t believe you wanted to give up
I thought I lost everything
But I relised you had nothing

You don't know what it's like until u've really lost him

I didn't know what i wanted to be
I didn't know who i wanted to be
until i met you

All i want is freedom, thats all i beg and it's like you don't want me to go out into the world and experince life

You cut n want to die
i make u stop
but reli im suffering too n no one knws it but God
i cut
n want to end my life
will any1 be quick enough to save me?
i didn't think so

I want to scream so loud so you can see how much you hurt me while doing something so low!!

You have no idea how much anger i have inside of me
You sed u were confused
would you know the affect it would have on me?
you have no idea how much i loved u!
i knew it was to good to b true,
just to b with u!!
:'(

If i end up living im unhappy
if i end up dieing,
would i be happier?