When I'm close to him
I feel like I've never felt...

I see blue first
Sadness and tears control me...

These chains that bind my life,
Get tighter by the day...

Got no one left to turn to,
I've pushed them all away...

I've been used and abused,
Mistreated and defeated...

I swore to you I'd never tell, but I betrayed you.
I told you, you were the best I've had, but I lied...

I hate you,
And I love you...

What I wouldn't give
To be with this one person...

If I could take it back,
If you would please forget...

A glance in the hallway,
A joke in the classroom...

Thoughts that run through my head.
Why do I keep throwing myself...

It's in the way you tell me I'm your one and only...
It's in the way you listen to me when I talk...