I pray so bad that things improve.
While I pray I think of you...

I blare music as I sit on my bed.
Thoughts of sadness start flooding my head...

Intensely I try forgetting my feelings.
Sadly, It's to no avail...

Fireworks crack and carols are sung,
Awake from the eve till the rise of the sun...

I have to say, before I go
Something that you oughtta know...

I promise everything to you
You're the reason for all I do...

I leave myself down in the dumps
Never convinced that I was done...

Confusion, pain, anger, aggression
Emotions flow my mind in constant motion...

In my room there\'s raging silence
Staring at nothing in complete darkness...

My heart is always agitating
Moving fast but not resuscitating...

My dream, my fantasy:
Everything about her...

Here I am once again, I'm lost within my maze.
I've returned to where I was on the first day...