My Pain

I pray so bad that things improve.
While I pray I think of you.
You're everywhere I look and think.
Why is it that I can't be free?
Always about you, that's all I am.
Broken inside, my heart lies trampled.
With you I feel so much pain.
Yet without you, the pain's the same.
I heard love hurts, but this is too much.
I've traveled a long road, extremely rough.
I want to stop, just forget about you.
But I can't... I'm still deeply in love with you.