How could I have ever thought you were my friend?
You took the life I once had and torn it into...

You say you love me
you say you want to be with me...

I’m running and I can’t seem to...
My mind is racing and it just got shot...

Pacing back and forth uncontrollably
Feeling like your going to go crazy...

Darkness fills the room
As i sit on my bed...

My fear makes me want to drop a tear.
Night and day I stay up and pray...

My mind tells me to run...
Run from my dreading thoughts...

You make me feel real…
Whole and complete...

Mom, Today when I woke up, deep down inside I knew...

I will love you…
I will cherish all that you say and do...

Vicious and disturbing thoughts run through my...
Obscure… but very clear to the mind...

Sitting in the dark filled room all alone
Making dreadful marks on each and every arm...