One of My Fears~

My fear makes me want to drop a tear.
Night and day I stay up and pray
That my fears will go away.
I fear myself…
The cold and dark things I do.
Bleeding is a great fear of mine
As I often tend to challenge my fears…
I make myself bleed until my fear takes over.
Then I am so emotionally and physically exhausted to even think.
Then again my fears go away until next time!