I sit here contemplating the reasons
why...
I watch there faces
do they have an idea...
Theres a girl who was born
within 5 days her mother passed away...
I stand in front of the mirror
and all i seem to see...
Silent tears
i now refuse to cry...
I felt the need to pretend
like you have no control on my heart...
Families are supposed to be there for you
and support you all the way...
Smiles
laughs...
I dont know when it was
when cupid hit me with that arrow...
I don\'t know
why things have to end...
You claim that you don't love me
and that all i am is a friend...
I scream into my pillow
because i lost the only one i could trust...