Smiles
laughs
and
goofy jokes
thats the girl you think i am
happy go lucky
if i said you were wrong
would you believe me?
what if i told you my life
is worse than hell
but not as hot
because I'm so numb to the pain
i wouldn't feel it anyway
i know what you would say
"ha ha good emo impression"
it isn't an impression
this is my life
that i hide so well
this is my tears
i cry behind dark sunglasses
this is my pain
that eats at my heart
this is my knife
meeting my skin
as it has so many times
behind this smile
is a shattered me
i act how i think I'm supposed to
inside i know I'm just going through the motions
no body notices
no body realizes
living my life
is a game of charades
that I will never win
