There was an incurable longing,
Deep within his eyes...
Crowded streets are cleared by one,
Your hands so cold, pressed in mine...
One day I'll leave this place,
I'll spread my wings and fly...
I'm an idiot for letting you fool me again,
I'm an idiot for thinking you'd grown up...
You did more then break my heart,
You destroyed everything that was me...
I dont want to be alone,
Too scared of what Ill do...
I wish I was too dead to care,
That your razor edged words were useless...
Be careful it's my heart.
Not my watch you can carelessly glance at then...
With these shaking, lonely hands,
I bleed with ink onto the page...
Everyday i sit here alone,
Everyday I sit here waiting...
I walked past your window,
To see if you were home...
Feel like Ive got this black cloud
Thats hanging over me...