My heart falls apart...
it keeps on falling apart...
It knows that SHE's at this time with you...

Cut my veins.
hang me and hit on it.
Pain and grief me consumes.
Till' the train of the life crosses me.
this world is so empty.
I want and cannot any more.

I hate this world,
which only asks questions.
doesn't love me...
doesn't accept me...
as well as I am.
which feels embarrassed for me.
it doesn't interest,
what happens with me.

All I had walked away from me,
I was to blind to see reality

(c) Bro'sis

So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

(c) End of NGE

I wish that I could turn back time,
cos now the guilt is all mine

(c) End of NGE

My 1st Boy didn't want me...
My 2nd boy too...
and so is my 3rd Boy...
BUT my 4rth Boy loves me, but lives over 600km away from me....

Now this is really unfair right?

Unfair...but also reality...

My love kept everything alive between us...
but my jalousy killed everything between us...

Why you like a B.i.a.t.c.h more than me?....

She's your new best friend...
And what am I now?
Nothing....