Dont judge me for the things you do not know
The looks I never gave you - the feelings I dont...

I was waiting at home
When you arrived...

My heart breaks as another day passes
With me starring longingly at the phone...

Last night I laid my head down,
Upon the pillow that lay under me...

Im trying so hard not to cry
I never knew it would be so hard...

Im not sure if I can make it,
Dont know if I can go on...

In the pile of mail on the counter
I found a letter from an old friend...

I still stand tall today
but its been a long - hard road...

Everyone seems so happy
Laughter fills the air...

The pressure from your body
Wears down upon my skin...

In the frostiness of the blackened night
I stood out in the pouring rain...

As the phone calls started coming
Full of worry, fret, and fright...