As the tears begin to form in my eyes
I try with all my strength to not let them...

Im looking down upon the soft
Earth beneath my feet...

Come here - I am afraid to speak these words
Of desires and emotions - wishes and dreams...

I still stand tall today
but its been a long - hard road...

Everyone seems so happy
Laughter fills the air...

The pressure from your body
Wears down upon my skin...

Can you hear me crying
In the middle of the cold night...

My head leans back
My eyes slowly close...

In the darkness of the lonely night
I find myself wondering where you are...

I crept into your room last night
In the darkness I walked across the floor...

Oh - my dear Father
I come to You today...

I swore I'd never be here again
In this place of confusion, love, and desire...