Its really werid
i can feel my old self coming back wanting to stay..
but i can fell the new me.. or who ever it is... fighting me
its it wont let me back in!!

like white blood cells fighting a desease and im the desease!!

Im sorry thats all i wanted to say then u changed it to a fighting situation i thought it would make the situation better but it just turned it to be worse!!

I AM SORRY! :'(

I talked to him and he didnt understand!!
thats y i dont talk
he thinks of this as a win or lose situation
when its truely nither nor!!

God leave me alone nothings wrong
yea right keep trying youll get it out one day i promise dont give up on me!!

Im just a kid with old pages that are like new
cuz no one understands
so i gave up on trying to SELL my story

TELL

Lives a bi.tch but i still have to keep on living it!

String shreaks when wet
make one then another
smaller and smaller
tell im gone
opes!! did i do that!

They tell me to talk to them
they tell me not to keep it all inside
yet when i tell my opion they yell and say..
no thats wrong.. u just dont think

so y do should i even wast my breath?

I stoped fighting
they can kill me
litl by litl
day by day

i stoped fighting
cuz they dont no the pain

I dont try to stop them
its not worth the fight
maybe one day
theyll look back at the light
and feel sorry for what they did!