I hate depression
it comes on like a light
if it came with a bill
id be bank rupt
early in life

You can cry..
but it wont wash any thing away!!

Looking back on my life i wonder
what if it didnt happen
what if i did this
what if...
its not an if any more its a mistake that changed my life!!

Scared to look eye to eye
dont no what theyll see inside
is it bad or is it ugly
idk i wish i could die

The thoughts in my head go round and round
one day i might make the mistake of my life
they say you learn from your mistakes
but this one you cant
its all a big lie!!

This isnt mine but i love it i want to talk to the maker it is compleatly me!!

"i wnat to tell somebody everything... but i just dont no where to start!!"

Theres people who dont care
and theres people who you wish didnt care
the ones who you wish didnt always no when somethings up
i have a problem but they only ask once
i cant just say it
i need to screem it
so next time ask twice!!

To scared to say what is wrong
not cuz i dont want to face the truth
but cuz i dont want them to see me cry
they have seen me so strong for so long
i dont want to let them down

I have a teacher who only asks once
if hed ask twice i might start to talk
i need to talk but i cant
scared of counsolors and for my life

I need to talk... but dont no to who!!