The thoughts in my head go round and round
one day i might make the mistake of my life
they say you learn from your mistakes
but this one you cant
its all a big lie!!

This isnt mine but i love it i want to talk to the maker it is compleatly me!!

"i wnat to tell somebody everything... but i just dont no where to start!!"

Theres people who dont care
and theres people who you wish didnt care
the ones who you wish didnt always no when somethings up
i have a problem but they only ask once
i cant just say it
i need to screem it
so next time ask twice!!

To scared to say what is wrong
not cuz i dont want to face the truth
but cuz i dont want them to see me cry
they have seen me so strong for so long
i dont want to let them down

I have a teacher who only asks once
if hed ask twice i might start to talk
i need to talk but i cant
scared of counsolors and for my life

I need to talk... but dont no to who!!

Behind these eyes is something i need to tell
behind these eyes is some one other then the girl with the smile
behind these eyes is a girl who needs to talk...
to cry...
to no that if she would run
some one would come after her!!

Forgetting things is a problem that i have
your such a blond
your dumb
your gay (stupid)
wow do u even no how much words hurt
no u mustnt!!
cuz i dont let you see it though my eyes!!

Hurting your self is a way to ease pain
killing your self is a way to ease others lifes!!

Suiside is a perminit answer to a temperary problem

it will get better*

ha ha ha