Sometimes i wonder if i can do without him...
yet, mostly, i wonder what i would do without him.

I fall to pieces
everytime you walk this way
you're so close
but still a world away...

Was i the only one who didn't see you not seeing me? :'(

I wanted to forget all we ever had
but i can't because the thought of forgetting you completely is more painful than just not having you by my side anymore.

It just hurts to finally realize that all this while, the love i believed was real, really wasn't so real after all.

I know we'll never be together, and yet that idea that we'll never be together feels so wrong because you feel so right for me.

When you're the only one who still cares...
you know it's time.

And i still think about the things we used to do..once, once..
and i still think about the things we might do one day..maybe..
and i still think about the things we will never do together..ever..

Who would feel for you the way i do...if not me myself?

I thought if only i pretended long enough that i didnt love you anymore, i will believe it...i thought wrong. the more i tried to pretend you mean nothing to me, the more i am reminded of how much you really are worth in my life.