I had a dream last night.
And you werent in it.
So when i woke up i cried.
Because i finally realised.
That you were gone.

Not even perfect is good enough.

I may look happy on the outside.
But if you new how i felt on the inside.
You would understand.

Trigger pulled.
Heart stops.
Watch now.
As i slowly drop.

Ripped apart and left that way.

Looking at the stars.
Wishing you were here.
Looking at my scars.
Wishing you'd dissappear.

Put a gun to my head and pretend that you care.

The hardest thing i will ever have to say to you.
the words have been so overdue.
its not 'i love you' i think with a sigh.
its only one word.
its 'goodbye'.

I used to feel special when you called me 'beautiful'.
Untill you said it to her.
Now 'beautiful' doesnt mean anything.
Now its just a word.

Dont tell me you love me..
if its only going to end with you and her together again.