You hurt more than death

The hardest thing i will ever have to say to you.
the words have been so overdue.
its not 'i love you' i think with a sigh.
its only one word.
its 'goodbye'.

I used to feel special when you called me 'beautiful'.
Untill you said it to her.
Now 'beautiful' doesnt mean anything.
Now its just a word.

Dont tell me you love me..
if its only going to end with you and her together again.

They say to love
is the greastest joy in the world.
What they dont say is
to love and not be loved in return
is the greatest pain and sorrow in the world.

Please dont come and dry.
all the tears ive cried.
When i know its only going to end in goodbye.

To all my friend i love you its true,
i dont know where i would be without you,
and even when i cry,
you are the ones who dry my eyes.
So to all my friends i love you why?
because you will be here until i die.

Open me up,
tear me apart,
before you leave,
give me back my stolen heart.

I'll take this knife,
you stabbed into my heart,
and use it to take all the pain away.
I'll open up my soul to you,
so take whats left of it.
I'll give up everything you want me to,
so i can breathe again.

If this is love,
I wish i hated you.