Put a gun to my head and pretend that you care.

Looking at the stars.
Wishing you were here.
Looking at my scars.
Wishing you'd dissappear.

Ripped apart and left that way.

Trigger pulled.
Heart stops.
Watch now.
As i slowly drop.

I may look happy on the outside.
But if you new how i felt on the inside.
You would understand.

Not even perfect is good enough.

I had a dream last night.
And you werent in it.
So when i woke up i cried.
Because i finally realised.
That you were gone.

You tell me all your problems.
And you all want the solutions.
Dont you think i have problems.
That need fixing.
Im here for you.
You know that.
But i cant do this anymore.
And i think its about time i show that.

Letting go is so hard.
But holding on to something thats not there hurts.

Release my pain.
Release my sorrows.
Let me bleed.
For no more tomorrows.