Today I went to a party
And started drinking...

I know you suffer everyday
I know your smile isn't real...

Forget about not calling
Forget about the lies...

I tell you I love you
you think I don't...

You look at me each day and ask
Why do I wear this mask...

School had just ended
I couldn't wait to get home...

At this time in my life
I'm the happiest girl...