I felt so safe in your arms,
Why did you have to go?

My heart aches
due to the lack or yours

You were it, you were my forever.

And when I let you go, it was because you were more important to me than us.

Through death is the only way I can see you again. I am not OK without you here.

No, you don’t get to leave me and come back as you please. I refuse to get used to having you near.

Returned the engagement ring that I guess was never mine.
And found my mothers wedding band- it’s in my index finger and it looks just fine

Loosing the idea of us,
Of what we were, lost, and could have been
Was harder than falling out of love.

No longer do your pretty words pierce my heart.

Life is sometimes like a doughnut, Its like a circle and here and there we get a few sprinkles.