Four months today
Since you have gone away...

No words will ever describe how i miss you
20 years of my life and despite the ups and downs...

Proud mom
never have i been so proud...

You played your games
behind my back thinking id never find out...

I could say sorry a million times
but whats the point...

Theres something about that smile on your face
that makes my heart race...

Do you see my pain
was it fun for you...

Its hard when were apart
Every minute of everyday feels like hell...

You tell me when you call
that you tried your hardest you did your all...

Why is what i always desire
never what i receive...

You tell me everything
that i want to hear...

Love is what i have
and trust is what i lack...