All the pain
yet another sad memory...

The memories at the worst of times get the best of...
wondering who was wrong and who was right but it...

Growing up without a mom
was so hard i always felt like...

The last days as i sat next to your bed and held...
two days went by and nothing went ok...

You were all i held on for day night everything...
now as i think back on everything we have been...

Do you see my pain
was it fun for you...

Theres something about that smile on your face
that makes my heart race...

I could say sorry a million times
but whats the point...

You played your games
behind my back thinking id never find out...

Proud mom
never have i been so proud...

No words will ever describe how i miss you
20 years of my life and despite the ups and downs...

Its hard when were apart
Every minute of everyday feels like hell...