All the pain
yet another sad memory...

The memories at the worst of times get the best of...
wondering who was wrong and who was right but it...

Growing up without a mom
was so hard i always felt like...

The last days as i sat next to your bed and held...
two days went by and nothing went ok...

Four months today
Since you have gone away...

Why is what i always desire
never what i receive...

You tell me everything
that i want to hear...

Love is what i have
and trust is what i lack...

Letting go of you
and all the pain you put me through...

Everyday is a constant fight
you saying im wrong...

Ive held on so long and tried my hardest everyday...

No one cares about me the way you did and now i...
cried when i couldn't have you there was nothing i...