I'm not going to change myself just to make you happy.

My life is like a nightmare I can't wake up from.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you, but I can only be me n that's as good as it gets.

They always say to trust your heart but what if your heart lies? should you still trust it??

I've felt this pain for so long,I forgot what it's like to be happy.

Welcome to my world
where being me
just isn't enough

Oh precious blade of mine
help me to get rid of this pain
let me watch my blood flow
and fall like drops of rain.

Quit blaming others for the way i act
cause have you ever stopped to think that maybe you're the reason I act the way I do?!

~this isnt the best but its what im feelin rite now so i thought i would put it on here.~

I know you're afraid
to open your eyes
too scared of what you'll see
because this girl standing before you
is not who she once used to be.

Hurtful words
endless fights
burning tears
and restless nights
this is my life
oh how I want to escape...