My heart is not a toy.
It's not just something
You can play with anytime you want.

I try to be perfect in your eyes
but all you see are my imperfections.

Don't say you'll never leave me
because that's what everyone else said

Hurtful words
endless fights
burning tears
and restless nights
this is my life
oh how I want to escape...

I know you're afraid
to open your eyes
too scared of what you'll see
because this girl standing before you
is not who she once used to be.

Quit blaming others for the way i act
cause have you ever stopped to think that maybe you're the reason I act the way I do?!

~this isnt the best but its what im feelin rite now so i thought i would put it on here.~

Oh precious blade of mine
help me to get rid of this pain
let me watch my blood flow
and fall like drops of rain.

Welcome to my world
where being me
just isn't enough

I've felt this pain for so long,I forgot what it's like to be happy.

They always say to trust your heart but what if your heart lies? should you still trust it??