Just know you're the reason, the reason I lost it all. You were supposed 2 catch me but instead you let me fall. I don't think im coming back. I will never be the same. Just know you're the reason, the reason I went insane.

& it finally got to the point where I didn't wanna go to sleep because I didn't wanna wake up...

Even though I know I rarely cross your mind...you're still all I think about </3

My love for you is like an incurable disease...it will never go away.

If you're one of those people who like to ignore me, don't get all butt hurt when I do the same. Remember I'm just returning the favor.

I have an obsession with technology,technology. Oh god help me! I think it's getting the best of me.

Staring at your picture wishing you were here. You're so far away but you make everything so clear. I love you boy, can't you see? Nothing sounds more perfect than you and me.

No more broken promises no more pathetic lies no more tear waterfalls its time to say goodbye.

I can no longer take this torment.
It has pushed me to the edge of insanity.

*From my poem "Forgive Me"*

Murder me softly
ease my pain
take these fake smiles
and make me whole again...