A broken girl not knowing what to do,
That was what I was before I met you...

Lost in confusion, seemingly spinning,
I don't understand how it got this bad...

Hiding all my pain and confusion,
behind laughs and smiles...

O dangerous obsession girl's images you distort,
Take over their minds; you think it's a sport...

As I look at this world,
all I see is darkness...

My soul has been torn violently apart,
my heart ripped out and shattered...

O beautiful perfection for which I seek,
you leave me so light and feeling so weak...

You made me want to live but now I want to die,
you made me laugh and smile but now I cry...

Why can't you understand?
Why can't you see...

Bleeding from cuts made by my best friend,
The blade's cool touch makes my pain end...

At night I go to a whole new world,
my thoughts and the darkness together are swirled...

Random thoughts and emotions running through my...
I'm not really sure what I'm feeling...