So I lied
And I cried
But a part of me died.

Look, here two lovers come.
Those who lost all that
They thought they'd won.

Because a life with a pause and a backspace is no life at all.
Because a life without pain is not living.
Expect the worst, but always know that you will recieve the best.

You're not supposed to be given more than you can handle....
Someone has a lot of faith in me.

My head is saying who cares about him?
My heart is screaming, I do.

Why do I cry myself to sleep every night, knowing I did what my head told me to, but not my heart? I did what I had to do. But why does it hurt so badly?

The truth is that I may be dating your best friend. And you may be dating the one girl I can't stand. But your still always on my mind. And I STILL love you.

It was in that moment I realized everything I had ever thought was real, was a lie. And all of a sudden I hated you as much as I had ever loved you.

I want to see the guilt in your eyes && make it worse than it already is. Maybe then you'll understand exactly what you did.

The truth about forever,
Is that it's a lie that doesn't last.