Why do I cry myself to sleep every night, knowing I did what my head told me to, but not my heart? I did what I had to do. But why does it hurt so badly?

The truth is that I may be dating your best friend. And you may be dating the one girl I can't stand. But your still always on my mind. And I STILL love you.

Don't look at me like that.
Silly boy.
I can't afford to fall for you again.

Don't give yourself back to me.
Only to disappear again.

You wish you could love, you wish you could feel.
You wish for anything as long as it's real.
(From my poem "Tagger." Check it out.)

Graffied angel upon the wall.
Baby, honey, he watched you fall.
(The first two lines of my new poem. R/R.)

&& There's a piece of her heart she can't retract.
He stole it from her and won't give it back.

The truth about forever,
Is that it's a lie that doesn't last.

I want to see the guilt in your eyes && make it worse than it already is. Maybe then you'll understand exactly what you did.

It was in that moment I realized everything I had ever thought was real, was a lie. And all of a sudden I hated you as much as I had ever loved you.