So distant,
So jaded...
I'm sick of all the secrets
I'm sick of all the lies...
I tried to give you roses
But you threw them in my face...
They all live their secret lives
They only speak what they hear...
Breaking up isn't easy
Especially when you still care...
I've been through hell and back again
I've been so down I wanted to die...
My heart is beating faster
I'm breaking down inside...
I stare at the stars in the sky
Some sit still, others fly by...
Of all the terror
That ever struck...
It's like you're just expected
To be the perfect child...
I'm learning how to count today
I have my razor and tears...
I failed to keep my promises
I think I always will...