It has been months since i have written
because lately i\'ve been smitten...

Each day i sit here writing
and i begin to see the truth...

I thought this would be easier
and i wouldnt feel like dying...

All the moments
all the times...

My heart is so lost
it\'s been hurt so many times...

Foolishness comes plenty
to a girl who's way to friendly...

We\'ve been together for about 4 years
we\'ve had our agruements and many tears...

The story of a step parent
A normal story indeed...

As i sit here i ponder
i remember all the mistakes i made with you...

I had a dad
but now he\'s gone...

You say im a disgrace to this family
im sorry i am not as perfect as you want me to be...

Well maybe now i should just say goodbye
you used to be my friend...