How is it you are the main person who makes me cry my self to sleep, makes me feel down & blue, makes me get butterflies in my stomach every time i see you, makes me go through pain after we kiss. how is it that i love u?

Sometimes i think if i fall and die in the middle of the hall way at school will anyone notice, or just keep walking

I keep popin pills maybe this time it will kill me.. but it doesnt,
i keep cuttin my self maybe i'll bleed to death.. but i dont
i keep smoking maybe it will kill the pain ... but it doesnt
so i guess i'll keep trying

Can you see the real me? can you tell that i'm screaming inside, that i'm crying inside?or do you just see the lie me smiling ?

Itz the 3rd or 5th time for me & you and i know i'm going to end up crying 4 you again , why cant i just tell you no?